The sweeter side...

Note: I wrote this late Sunday night and was interrupted by a screaming Elsa that I had to get back to sleep before I could publish. So "Today" refers to Sunday.

Today was a good day. Sophie and I had a moment. Where we totally connected. Where she was focused. Where she was calm. Actually, it was more than a moment...more like 15 minutes.

Elsa and Charlie were napping. Haley was on the computer. Brandon was playing hockey. Perfect setup to do some much needed one-on-one bonding time with Sophie.

Lately, it has been very hard for me to get Sophie to have some down time. She is constantly on the go. I miss cuddling with her. She was so cuddly and snuggly pre-op. Even post-op for awhile. But when the behavioral issues were kicked into high gear, the sweet cuddly Sophie disappeared. She just could not sit still.

Until today.

We snuggled in bed together...sharing a pillow...laying face to face. I asked her to point to my nose. She did. I asked her to point to your nose. She did. That is a new thing she has learned recently...the meaning of my and your. So we went through all the facial features. She not only pointed to all of them but she said them all too. My heart was beaming with joy. To have this moment. Then we had a little conversation, that went a little like this...

Sophie: Daddy?

Me: Daddy play hockey.

Sophie: Hockey.

Me: Daddy hockey.

Sophie: Hockey.

Me: Daddy hockey.

This went back and forth a few more times. We are working really hard to get her to put two words together, so sometimes we speak in very short phrases.


Sophie: Bock?

Me: Big Rock upstairs.

Bock is Big Rock Candy Mountain DVD that we usually play on a little TV we have in my room but we moved all of that upstairs into their room where Elsa was currently sleeping. This conversation also went back and forth a few more times.


Sophie: Night Night.

Me (singing my made up Night Night song): Night Night Sophie. Night Night Elsa.

Sophie: Row Row.

Me (singing Row, Row, Row Your Boat): Row, Row, Row Your Boat.

Sophie: Night Night.

Me (singing): Night, Night...

Sophie: Row Row.

Me (singing): Row, Row...

This went back and forth quite a few more times. With a HUGE smile on Sophie's face. And even a BIGGER smile on my face. See...our nighttime routine begins with reading books. Then I turn off the lights and lay in bed with Sophie and Elsa and start singing the Night Night song. Elsa, not wanting to go to sleep just yet, will immediately cut me off and starts demanding (in her cute sort of way) another song. Once I start singing another song, she immediately cuts me off again and demands another song. Usually, it goes back and forth between Night Night, Row Row and Monkey (5 Silly Monkey Swinging in the Tree). I humor her a few times and then I say "last song" which she inevitably requests Night Night and they both fall asleep. Well, this was the first time Sophie has ever played this "game" with me. She is getting "it". She is starting to understand things on a deeper level. Simply amazing!!!


Well, our bonding time ended when she started obsessively poking me in the eyes and then went on to obsessively slapping herself in the mouth with the palm of her hand with her tongue hanging out.

But it left my heart full of happiness. Her eyes would light up and she would get all excited every time she knew I understood what she was saying. I am so proud of her. And these moments are what get me through the not so proud moments I have with her. Which I will post about soon...her behavioral issues.

But in the meantime, here's a video of Sophie and Elsa being silly one night right before bedtime. Sophie keeps saying hand throughout the video because she wants to hold Elsa's hand.